The pursuit of happiness is a chase for a lifetime..

Jul 20, 2008

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Often we feel the essence of it when it’s nowhere around. How I wish I never lose that ability to miss and my memory never goes off battery…ah!

He tells me love has no conditions…and he tells me this, days after I told him the same. He’ll keep note of those ‘nothings’ in our conversations to tell me them later…he asks me to read the testimonial I wrote for him months ago and asks me what’s wrong with me now…how have I stopped understanding his silent approaches and sweet gestures…I wish if he knows that I am not God…

…I haven’t had enough of him ever…I’d like to fight more, argue to the end, hate him and love him and then hate him and then love him more and more…I wanna hold him tight when I get scared in the night…I wanna jump from behind and interrupt his thought process when he is working his office reports…I wanna pester him to go out watching movie when he is at his lethargic best…and then wanna go bonkers deciding what he should wear to match what I have worn…I wanna hear people saying that we look cool together as we dance on the disco floor…I wanna steal the chance to miss him, sitting in the co-drivers’ seat when he is right next to me...I wanna hear him saying that we make a great couple when he sees both of us together in the mirror…

I think of him…and I miss him...I love him, again and again…

He will call me up from work…I ask him not to waste time talking…and he says ‘ok’ to hang up, how I wish that he stays and talks more…and he knows it that I want him to stay…

When I go to see him (just like that) in office; he will tell me…I am looking beautiful…even when he knew I am in my oldest night pyjamas…

He will talk of other gals and wait for me to do some jealous talking…he likes it when I dictate him saying that he should not go over friendly with any…he can hear me half crying, I know…

He will do some excessive stray driving in the odd hours to find me a cup of coffee…and will join me for it when I know he hates coffee like anything…

He got me a huge bunch of red roses on my birthday this time…ask him what it takes to go wandering looking for flowers which his gal will like…must have felt something real luvy duvy…or flowers, no wayyyyy

He will ask the keeper to show us the dress Kareena is wearing in that poster, and starts smiling to glory fantasizing how pretty it will suit me…

Has to find a hideout in the office to talk to me on the phone…managers staring and guards suspecting…

He will secretly order some food from outside and wait for me to get all ready to cook whatever I know…and then give me a surprise when the delivery boy knocks…love his surprises…

Wants me to reply to his so-very-rare messages instantly…no matter I was driving or sleeping or doing whatever…

He will ask me to message him as I reach back home…my poor eye sight worries him I know…and he doubts my driving skills too…

Likes to be hanging on the phone…when we’ve talked about almost everything in world…I know he will wait for my call as we hang up…as I wait for his…

I like the way he messages me just ‘Good Morning’…

I love the time stealing gestures…he will pick me up for a drive to the fuel filling station when he knows there is no other better time to meet than spending those 25-30 min…

He makes me his alarm clock; nothing can wake him up from sleep so easily…and I set a reminder in the office outlook to call him on the right time…


…He drops indications of what he likes and what he doesn’t…he’s laid that unsaid love regulation for me…and

…I will follow…

love says ‘I will…’



posted by Rashi at 10:52 PM

36 Comments:

it made me smile throughout the post, not only because it is cute and sweet but because i can so much relate to most of them :)

July 21, 2008 at 1:24 AM  

pretty , shall I call!

July 21, 2008 at 3:11 AM  

when you write, its as if my own thoughts are flowing out of a closed pot.

To add some thoughts:
it wonderful the way you smile and look up when rain is pouring all over us. its so beautiful the way the rain would tap on our car roof top.
when we walk the fort and realize the sun is setting in front of our love, its so ........

July 21, 2008 at 3:22 AM  

awwww dat was soooooooo cute!!!!

July 21, 2008 at 3:51 AM  

Rashi,

Good one. It is surely a sign of happy life full of love and affection.

Take care

July 21, 2008 at 4:28 AM  

How sweet is that :)

Be blessed in love always!

July 21, 2008 at 6:15 AM  

Hey thanks for writing to me. Well, that post shows that you are a real girl. I think boys don't say things like that. At least I don't.

July 21, 2008 at 9:31 AM  

It was fun reading...such a nice post..as lena said...one cud relate it...nice post..Blog rolling U :)

P.S: Do visit my blog :)

July 21, 2008 at 11:43 AM  

beautiful post..loved it..

wrote something long time back.. din no den bout wat.. guess yahan pe suit karta hai

he wanted to stay and talk all day
she was engrossed whenever tossed
he just dreamt amd she just meant
he or she it isnt clear,
a poem too short, another page to tear..

god bless

July 21, 2008 at 10:25 PM  

nice one...

just like when we ask someone to go when we want them to stay...

July 21, 2008 at 11:23 PM  

mm...u are a lucky gal..i wish, i had some gal to wake me up too!!good post!

July 22, 2008 at 12:39 AM  

heya thank u for ur comments will come here again

yet to read this rashi

bookmarked it for time being

July 22, 2008 at 1:14 AM  

omg....dat was hard on me:(
nostalgia!!
but v beautifuly put:)

July 22, 2008 at 1:37 AM  

hey beautiful post!

is a nice feeling jus to read stuff lik this!

July 24, 2008 at 5:38 AM  

thanks the birthday wish

July 26, 2008 at 6:42 AM  

You have pored your heart out in words girl...loved it!

July 28, 2008 at 7:02 AM  

aww.. this is absolutely adorable. I know most people will be able to relate to it :-)

I want to go back and read it again :-)

July 28, 2008 at 7:35 PM  

really nice!!!

liked it

July 28, 2008 at 7:52 PM  

That was......just....out of the world!!!

Such posts make you believe in the wonder of love or reaffirm the belief as the case may be.

Such sweet nothings but assume such a huge place when remembered or mentioned.

Cheers!

July 29, 2008 at 10:50 AM  

@ possesssive....girlie...hoew u and "he" are together always... ;)

July 29, 2008 at 6:54 PM  

always the case...*sigh*

just yday I wanted some peace...and I faced all the chaos that cud ever come in a day :)

Keshi.

July 29, 2008 at 10:38 PM  

sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet.. :))
thanks 4 dropping by..

July 30, 2008 at 1:57 AM  

It looked like poetry of love flowing,but abrubtly you closed it.looks one has to wait for the sequel..
very nicely written
tc
cu

July 30, 2008 at 7:28 AM  

this is beautiful..could smile....n could feel it!

:)
Amazingly well written!

July 31, 2008 at 3:20 AM  

hey..time for next post
tc
cu

August 4, 2008 at 8:36 AM  

nice post!!! it left me like this :D!!!

August 7, 2008 at 1:01 AM  

** Mouth wide open **

U are blessed gal!! Lovely post...highly romantic.

August 13, 2008 at 12:26 PM  

beautifully written & expressed..its a splendid piece of writing..i hope it wasn't 'purely' fictional:)

August 16, 2008 at 4:52 AM  

Hi,

Your post reminds me one phrase that "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart."

August 17, 2008 at 6:35 AM  

love says 'i will'

classy line...
its so great to be in love..!!

:)

August 26, 2008 at 6:33 AM  

i wonder if i hv ever read somthng dis beautiful....wish thngs stay grt alwz 4 u..

September 7, 2008 at 10:34 PM  

its realy amazin,let me tel..its sweet as sugar..lovd it..realy..

October 23, 2008 at 7:00 AM  

that was so sweet! Made me go awwwww all throughout!

November 10, 2008 at 1:46 AM  

took me on a maze of my memories...
way butifuly put....Loved it

August 5, 2009 at 6:45 PM  

Nice question

March 6, 2010 at 1:32 AM  

Certainly. All above told the truth.

March 13, 2010 at 4:20 PM  

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