The pursuit of happiness is a chase for a lifetime..
Jul 4, 2007
..and I waited to hear the sob
..she clinged to my leg as I doored out of the infirmary..
Had a smile on her face, smile of faith and belief..self-belief, her prayers weren’t barren..she thought…
My affirmative dialogue with the doctor gave her ample reasons to assume that I am the savior……ill-fated innocent!
How I wish I could really be the savior, the angel she waited for…the smile that she gave me, the twinkle in the eye, the spark to see her ‘daddy dear’ talk to her again…how I wish…….tongue-tied !! And I returned with no victory over her loss…my blood had gone void in his veins…and no life still??
“I have no answers to your questions, sweetheart”
My heart almost sank when I gathered courage to even imagine this little girl see her father no more…and she thought god listens to all prayers, ah !
Enough of waiting she’d had and then she broke inside the room…and I…
And I waited to hear the sob…
Had a smile on her face, smile of faith and belief..self-belief, her prayers weren’t barren..she thought…
My affirmative dialogue with the doctor gave her ample reasons to assume that I am the savior……ill-fated innocent!
How I wish I could really be the savior, the angel she waited for…the smile that she gave me, the twinkle in the eye, the spark to see her ‘daddy dear’ talk to her again…how I wish…….tongue-tied !! And I returned with no victory over her loss…my blood had gone void in his veins…and no life still??
“I have no answers to your questions, sweetheart”
My heart almost sank when I gathered courage to even imagine this little girl see her father no more…and she thought god listens to all prayers, ah !
Enough of waiting she’d had and then she broke inside the room…and I…
And I waited to hear the sob…
posted by Rashi at 11:39 AM
15 Comments:
very very sad...wish we cld answer these unsaid ques..
i would like to have an answer too!!!
me silent !
this is again an excerpt from real life..and i hate to feel like helpless..
everyone hates to feel helpless rashi...the screams inside..bothering each n every cell of body..no answers n the bewilderment...
wish there was a way.. but i guess time confides n us alter..may b not now..may b sometime..
there is somethign very poignant about the post...im moved..:)
i read it somewhere ..
"sometimes i lie awake at night and ask 'why me...??' then i hear a voice saying 'nothing personal your name just came up by chance'"
VERY SAD:) Nice blog though!
I'm deeply touched. And I really wish we had answers to the questions that werent voiced.
I still believe that God listens to prayers, but then, He has His own ways of listening to them. Ways we cant understand, and ways, which we feel are not right. But then, nothing's beyond the Supreme, and we humans must learn to accept his dominance.
You have such a beautiful blog. Thank you for visiting my page. I will be away this weekend, but will come back and read your posts.
This is really touching. When someone faces this kind of situation - Where questions are to answered themselves..there arent any answers by others!
Nicely writtes
Rashi, these posts are beautifully written, they so completely capture a moment, a perect little vignette. Thank you for stopping by my blog, otherwise I might never have discovered yours!
J~
Hiya Rashi...thank you for visiting my blog today...really appreciate it :D
Very insightful blog Rashi and it makes me think alot.....:D
when everything else fails... its faith that guides us the way
nice write up liked reading it
you should have done more.
:(
@dream catcher - i know :(
@soul&body - i wish i had an answer
@phoenix - it moved me, jirked me..
@relations - yeah, its so easy but then wot to do when the heart aches and the mind needs answers ?
@kaylee - :(
@tapasya - i understand the mighty..but smtimes u really dont wanna understand nything, rite?
@priya - thx for cmng over :)
@standbymind - thx :)
@jen - thx :) keep cmng over !
@shionge - hmm thx
@astreus - thx fr the kind words.
@the acid tongue - i really wnted to :(
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